Ashley C (Portland)

I haven't thought about you in a while, but then last night for what ever reason you popped into my head. We haven't talked in years and there is certainly no longer a friendship there, but for some reason or another i get the impression that our story isn't over... (im just dreaming)

you're probably not even in Maine anymore, you are insanely talented and smart and all of the above, i was jealous of your drive and passion for what you did.

I used to get this day dream where we bumped into each other at the store somewhere or the mall and end up catching up. I had the biggest crush on you, like even now i get some of those snip-its of when we got to hang out, but then again, we didn't really hang out very much. Even 15 years later i have an almost perfect memory of meeting you for the first time, turning around and seeing you there on the bench at margaritas waiting for me.... you literally took my breath away

I know this is a lark at best, but maybe in this strange universe you'll see this and say hi back. I think if you actually saw this you'd probably hit delete before you replied, so i wont hold my breath, but you never know right

I hope you are doing well, i really do, i only ever wanted you to be happy and im just being selfish wanting you back in my life in some small way. I know that neither of us are the same people we were when we first met or even when we lost touch, so i totally get it if you don't want to talk to me, i miss all of that time in my life and you were a big part of it and id love to know that you are doing alright. later gator....
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